So...I was a sophomore in College at Southwestern Christian College and I was as naive and ignorant as they come!! I met this guy name Dietrick at Taco Bell w/ his other friend we call KK and the drama began there...I met this guy way before anyone else and everyone knew i was like all on him, but this didn’t matter for one of my {so called} friends. She started talking to him, chilled and even slept w/ him all the while in my face knowing how much i liked this man and we chilled all the time. So when he left her and played her to the left like CLEARLY he would bc you don’t know him from Adam and you just slept w/ this man,,,smh #Girls !!! Well her and I fell out about it because she say I’m wrong for being friends w/ him after he did her like that, but i don’t feel i was wrong being that he and I were cool the entire time she slept w/ the guy EVERYONE knew i liked and was feeling. She and 8 of her other friends called themselves picking on me and threating to jump me over this one guy #DumbHoes so stupid because on top of that he slept with all her friends BUT they were trying to fight me I mean I haven’t slept with this man, but all your friends have and your trying to fight me I mean it’s all stupid if you ask me!!! They were the maddest because i would chill w/ him all day.. cook for him and wash his clothes I mean I was doing what a lady does, taking care of the man she cares about and not sleeping with him to try and obtain some type of false love I was just being me and they were envious of that!!! It was surprising because i would have never thought that things would have ended this way because it wasn’t even that deep to me because I mean if he didn’t want to be where he was he wouldn’t have been there...So after that horrible school year he and I continued talking and things after I moved to California w/ the Fav Cuzzo Mik, but he an I stopped talking after I called his phone one day and a white girl answered the phone!!1 smh, i mean I can take a lot of things but a white girl over me is a bit over the top like really!!! So that was 2006 and didn’t talk again until one day sitting by the pool I called him and from there we talked off and on until 2010 he moved to Oklahoma with me!! I mean i thought this was going to be different from the last time we were together in the same setting , but OMG what a mistake!! I was always upset, feelings hurt behind something he did!! I thought he was sleeping w/ this Mexican girl that was cool w/ my WBff and it was always ugh ugh ugh and they use to be dipping off and chillen like wtf i mean I understand that we arent together HOWEVER COMMA, dude you stay in My house, eat my food and sleep in my electricity and use my utilities and you tryna sleep w/ this young lady...but ya see that is not the icing on the cake!!! He was living w/ me and I was literally taking care of this man( he DID have a job) but i mean as a women and he had the Audacity to say he's NOT able to help on any bills, but can buy that white girl an iPhone 4 (smacks lips) dude not in My Country!!!! I was stupid back when i was 19, but I am 24 now and way more wiser than I was back then and you are not about to be living here with me and stacking your money up and paying for stuff for this FAT COW in TX i mean you have me all types of twisted and misconstrued brother!!! So we begin arguing more and more because of this issue and eventually he moved out w. one of the guys he worked with. It was weird to me because he had only known this man for about 2 months and he moved in with him...He started feeling himself and bought a Lil Tahoe and thangs and stopped coming around and had an attitude because he says I never come and see him or call him I only text..I mean wtheck I’m not your girlfriend and apparently I’m not good enough because you over here purchasing high-end electronics for some quote un quote Best friend. I mean really #WheaDeyDoDatAt ?? and allow me to remind you that he moved from TX to Oklahoma w/ me and moved out w/ some random and then really started feeling himself....So last I’ve heard he is back in TX because he feel out with his boss here and things are back to how they was before I attempted to help him and he played me all the way to the left. So the Moral is (Galatians 6:7) You reap what you sow and you will not be able to do people wrong too long before the Lord will stop you!!! The Dietrick Era taught me to really not Judge a Book by Its cover. Sounds cliché, but so real because I was so infatuated w/ his looks that I was blind to the way this man was actually treating me and using me. Now me and the girl from College were all back cool now because clearly we see that its stupid and not worth not talking over because he is going to be who he is... Food For Thought "It’s always good to Be in Love and allow it to control the direction of the relationship HOWEVER COMMA "When someone shows you who they are believe them" bc actions speaks louder than words and the only person left w/ the bad end of the stick is You and there is No one to blame but one self!! It’s a harsh reality , but hey it is what it is!!! I was taking advantage of and it was my entire fault bc it happened more than once!!! One must learn from their mistakes, Pray about everything and have "Proverbs 3:5" been a constant reminder in your phone or calendar!!!!
